A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
Anakin: Stillness.
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Isis: Tired eyes looking far beyond.
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
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Anakin: Practising your “baddie” face with remnants of Darth Maul face paint.
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Isis: Always happiest outside eating sand or dirt.
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
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Anakin: Those moments when the two of you make each other laugh, when you play together, when you so sweetly tell her “I love You, Isis”. When you hold her hand in the dark at bedtime and whisper “mummy, I’m holding Isis’ hand so she won’t be scared.” Those are moments I live for.
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Isis: Those little chubby legs. The roundness still left on the body of a baby. Soon they only be sweet memories. I wish I could bottle you up just like you are right now to savour for later.
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
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Anakin: Hanging out with Leroy, Sir Legend’s dog. (Oh how sweet you are for buying into our friend’s joke about being named Sir Legend.) You two were thick as thieves during our stay in the Blue Mountains.
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Isis: Squealing with delight every time the cats grace you with their patience.
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
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Anakin: You’re a natural born entertainer. Your world has no limits (other than when we say no to your wish to watch tv all day). We spent a few hours in a discovery centre for kids and your positively lit up. You were a pirate, a builder, a chess player, a DJ, a singer, you did it all, again and again, and you loved it. And I loved watching you even more.
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Isis: This was your first meeting with the ocean (well, not counting the day before of course) and our first getaway as a family of 4. Family holidays might not be all relaxing just yet but they are packed with delightful times. You had such a ball. Dipping your face in the water, crawling in the waves, eating copious amounts of sand and doing all the things a baby is supposed to do at the beach and loving it.
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
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Anakin: Such a serious face for such a gorgeous little man.
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Isis: And suddenly you turned one. That bushy hair and those chubby cheeks of yours… oh my sweetness, it’s no wonder I kiss you a million times a day.
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
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Anakin: It’s all about superheroes and villains, about guns and blasters, jedi and sith lords. The magic of childhood, the games, the dress ups and the secret lives. The very fibre of fantasy. All right there for the taking. And you, you breathe it all in.
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Isis: Little miss messy. That sweet fussy hair in the back of your head that stays after your nap. The way you put your face in your food as much as you put the food in your face. They say “enjoy every moment because it will all be gone too fast” as if I don’t know. As if I don’t watch you both grow with as much pride as heart ache. As if I don’t know that one of these days you’ll be too big to cradle, too busy to care that I walk four steps away. As if I don’t know that my baby won’t be a baby forever. I know. Too well.
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
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Anakin: Dance like nobody’s watching.
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Isis: You’re our little cherry pie.
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
Anakin: Little Kylo Ren.
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Isis: Always observing.
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
Anakin: Always in character, usually in costume. Pure gold.
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Isis: So close to your first birthday I can hardly believe it. Such a big personality for such a small body.
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I told myself that this year I would post every week as the weeks went by. Well, that obviously didn’t happen. I could blame not having a laptop but really it’s more because I have two kids mostly at home, I have my own micro business that I do from home and editing photos just isn’t high on my list of priorities when the day nears its end and I finally have an hour to myself. So they’ll be late, but they’ll be here eventually. Without titles most of time this year because it’s just easier not to. Happy new 52 year!
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
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Anakin: And then you were 4. I swear you only just turned 3. Your favourite things these days are eating ice cream, dressing up, listening to Star Wars, reading Star Wars books, playing Fireman Sam and bossing people around.
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Isis: In a short month you will turn 1. I sometimes wish we could go back, that we could do parts of this year over again. But I’d always want you to stay the same. You are perfect.
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That’s a wrap for this year! I will most likely do another round of the 52 project next year but this time I won’t start until we hit January. (Which is tomorrow come to think of it!) Happy New Year from all of us!
xx Dida
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
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Anakin: On the cusp of 4 you are a force to be reckoned with. A big, bright personality with the most vivid imagination. You rarely stay quiet for anything other than reading, the occasional tv watching and sleeping. You’re a fantastic storyteller and you love people. Your passion shines through in everything you do. You run from morning until night. You love big and hard, you fight big and hard. You challenge me more than anything ever has. You are an amazing little person and I am forever grateful for the privilege to be your mother.
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Isis: My baby Isis Indigo. How you’ve swept us all off our feet this year. I can hardly remember what life was like before knowing you. You complete us. What a delightful bundle of joy you are. (Please learn to sleep soon.)
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
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Anakin: Hanging out with your best friend on a warm, sunny day. Running around naked, eating sausages, fighting, laughing, rolling in the grass. This is what great childhood memories are made of.
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Isis: Keeping an eye on me as I work. Look at you, growing at lighting speed. It’s such a cliché to say you’re growing up too fast but you are.
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
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Anakin: You’d make a great woodland pixie. Fierce, beautiful and adventurous. (Gorgeous pixie bonnet handmade by Abbotsford Knits.)
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Isis: This is probably one of my favourite photos of you from this series. From that small sliver of time you’d let me prop things on your head without question.
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
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Anakin: Helping out in the kitchen making Sunday pancakes.
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Isis: Enjoy a bit of nudie time before dinner.
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
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Anakin:My beautiful boy, I sometimes forget how sensitive you are. How your loud screams and clenched teeth are just a shield you put up to hide behind. I forget how much alike we are until I catch a glimpse of those longing eyes. I see you. I know you. And we’ll find our way.
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Isis: Little explorer. Finally able to sit up. How much bigger and exciting the world just got.
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
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Anakin: You were reading a book while standing by the sofa one morning. The light hit you in that magical way and I called your name. You turned and then there was this.
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Isis: Introducing you to our favourite place to pet baby goats. We do love those tiny goats (and the lambs)! You sat quietly taking it all in with a slight smile on your face.
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
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Anakin: So we tried to take a family photo… Oh the delightful, honest awkwardness.
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Isis: I’ve promised myself (once again) to get in the picture more. I dread the thought of you growing up without images of me with you. I don’t want to be just this mysterious mama hiding behind the camera. After all, these images will tell our story long after I’m gone.
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
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Anakin: Nude perfection. To me this what childhood is all about, running around naked in summer without a care in the world.
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Isis: That frozen tenderness of the image. Eyes closed, hands open. My loves.
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
Anakin: No words needed really. You keep on rockin’, gold caped mushroom man!
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Isis: I’m holding on to that gummy smile, to the little baby, for as long as I can.
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
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Anakin: “We’re the Octonauts, mummy! I’m Captain Barnacles and Isis is Pesto (Peso).” Hold on to that imagination, my love. It can take you anywhere you want to go. Stay a dreamer.
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Isis: Sweet, little bright eyes. Seeking me out, locking on. To you I am all that is safe, all that is love and what a privilege it is to be.
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
Anakin: You’re such a determined young man. Loud. Opinionated. It’s your way or no way. Most of the time. I wonder where you got that from…
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Isis: If I had to describe you in one word (other than beautiful) I’d have to say happy.
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
Anakin: I’m not sure I would have known how to answer “what’s it like to raise a boy?” before this year. I’m not even sure I quite know the answer now either but it would involve the words bruises, scrapes, dirt, boogers and band aids.
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Isis: Recreating a photo I took of your brother when he was a baby. So alike, yet so different. I do enojoy a photo of a baby in a wig!
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
Anakin: That smile. Gets me every time.
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Isis: Squishy face.
A portrait series of my children, once a week, every week, for the next year.
Anakin: Stillness.
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Isis: Tired eyes looking far beyond.